Author: Ki McGraw

Several years ago I was dealing with ongoing chronic illness. After living in denial, exhausting every self care possibility, awakening to the need for medical attention, receiving appropriate care, I was still plagued with it.

I started working with a particular meditation as medicine which led me to prayer. I learned to petition a particular saint which required fasting. I committed to fast each year on his feast day. Today is that day. I awakened this morning surprised to that fact, as I have been so well for so long, I’d forgotten. I am free from symptoms. I am free from fear of the symptoms. I joyfully fast, in honor of the miracle.

What miracles have you received? Who helped? How can you best honor that assistance? Ki to Happiness thanks all helpers on all levels!

While yesterday was the anniversary of Martin Luther King Junior’s birth, the national holiday will not be until Monday. His birth, and his life, as well as his death awaken the awareness of the importance of having dreams to inspire us.

Activists risk much in pursuit of dreams, as his assassination demonstrates. And yet his dream is a dream that continues today. Equality and peace among all remain guiding values for many activists.

What dreams activate you? How peaceful is your life?What equality does your life contribute to? Ki to Happiness manifests the dream in my Heart of hearts.

From inside the comfort of a warm shelter, looking at the snow falling, it’s like being inside a snow globe. The scene is blanketed by white freshness from above. Swirls of crystals descend, outlining all with pristine beauty. The trees, buildings, street, dumpsters, cars, litter all receive this grace.

From outside, the bracing cold precipitation and wind requires heads down, determination, and perseverance for the most basic needs to be met. Walking, breathing, and balance all require focus. Looking up in amazement at this grandeur costs valuable resources of body heat and calories some cannot afford.

Which view do you choose? How can one enhance the other? Ki to Happiness appreciates both.

Rain, sleet, hail, snow all descend. In the realm of the 4 elements, water is considered to be symbolic of our emotions. Emotions are fluid, changing, variable, like the weather. Energy in motion propels action. When the feelings aren’t allowed expression, stagnation and freezing occur.

Frozen feelings, like snow, will melt when things warm up. When this occurs, tears may fall like rain, sadness may express itself sharply like sleet, long held resentments may ping down like hail, and each sentiment has its own unique design, like the snowflakes.The wintry mix gives pause to reflect during our hibernation and introspection.

What energy in you wants motion? How safely? With whom? Where and when? Ki to Happiness shores up strong banks on the emotional rivers to channel this energy into the right motion.



I love how my cats alerted me to this early morning snowfall. I get up with them to feed them first before my yoga practices. Yet this morning, their interest was in showing me outside, from one of their favorite warm windowsills, the dusting of white atop the trees, cars and streets.

Later with fresh falling snow, they stared transfixed, gazing out the window at this mysterious beauty. Seeing their rapture, I turned to look, enjoying the spectacle with them. We stayed together for a long time, in amazement, within the safe warm shelter of our home.

How do you react to snow? What natural events bring you to awe? When are you distracted from your usual habits to stop and revel in this spectacular world? Ki to Happiness marvels in small delights.

Winter deepens in the Northern hemisphere. Cold winds blow. Rain, sleet, hail, and snow threaten. Transportation is hindered, if not hazardous. Exposure to the elements is potentially treacherous.

Warmth and light beckon us to shelter. Cooperation is required to share resources. Civilization of our individuality is required for survival of the many to be insured. Compromises and agreements are necessary for us to all be able to get along under one tent, metaphorically.

How cooperative are you? What agreements have you made?What compromises are too much for you? Ki to Happiness weathers every storm, adapting and adjusting to the civilized cooperation needed to compromise and uphold agreements consciously entered into…

As the eclipse resolves itself, the moonlight returns. Reflecting the sun’s light, we are able to see that which was otherwise obscured during the eclipse. The unconscious material which wants to become conscious is more available to us now.

At the Hatha Yoga Center, greater gratitude is revealed! While our building goes through necessary renovation with deconstruction, repair and improvements, our studio remains a safe shelter for persevering practices. Warm, dry, clean, relatively free from toxins, all are welcome!

When the eclipse occurred, what was obscured temporarily? What can you see more clearly this morning? How can that support your perseverance? Ki to Happiness looks through grateful eyes.

Today, the planet is having a full moon with an eclipse. How each of us experience it is largely dependent upon our individual astrology. Likely, there is heightened emotional energy which may fluctuate. Simultaneously, many planets are presently in the sign of Capricorn, bringing necessary attention to the Earth, her systems, and our ability to respect them. This particular combination it’s very rare event.

Many of us have prepared for this moment, setting clear intentions with the new moon a couple of weeks ago, if not before, heeding astrological guidance as it relates to one’s particular needs. Revising systems, respecting and attending to the earth and our physical connection to it may benefit from additional kindness today, and continuing through out this year.

What systems require revision from your vantage point? How respectful and attentive can you be in doing your part? Ki to Happiness kindly encourages your emotions to inform you.

The significance of the number 108 is recognized by much of the world. Hindus and Buddhists alike have 108 beads on their Mala, like a rosary. Chanting practices include 108 repetitions. Numerologist consider 1 as the number of the God concept; 0 representing emptiness; 8 represents infinity and karma. Together (1+0+8=9) they represent completion of karma as God concept is revealed within emptiness infinitely.

Science also recognizes the significance. The sun’s diameter equals 108 x the Earth’s . Also, the sun’s diameter x 108 =the distance between the sun and the earth. There are more relationships between the moon, the sun and the earth that are also governed by the number 108.

Are there significant numbers in your life?Which karmic patterns are would you like to complete? What is revealed within your experience of emptiness? How has your God concept evolved? Ki to Happiness completes this blog streak having shared God concepts revealed within emptiness, evolving karma.

This is the 107th post in a row here. Tomorrow, as I post again, I will be doing so with the supreme support of the number 108. With this significant spiritual number, materializing that which has been intended and focused on so many consecutive times is more likely.

I share this personal and professional triumph with you, as I have had to overcome fears, doubts, technology, schedules, holidays, and many other hindrances. in doing so, I have increasingly become safe, certain, able, and stable.

What hindrances have you overcome? How have you benefited from persevering in your practices? Ki to Happiness celebrates every little victory!